Friday, July 28, 2006
i am here..
after a scolding..
seriously fed up and irritated..
don u dare talk to mi rite nw...
i am goin to pour mi fe3lings rite here rite nw..
soli for any words which does not sound rite..
WTH LAH..
got money hao lian ar!!
i am so not goin to beg u hor..
pls lor..
i hab mi own pride oso..
not gona act cute like u lah!!
when u nid mi..
u tok to mi..
when u dont..
u jus go ahead and do wad u wan..
not considerin mi..
wth is this??
plz lar..
u don allow mi go archery..
wth don go don go lar!
if it is so hard to jus go for a course like tt..
next time wadevr course there is..
i don go lor!
see how u lose ur face..
blo0dy thing..
plz lah..
don let mi go hor..
JUS SAY..
no nid beat around da bush..
say wad..
how abt ur studies?
ur tuition leh?
ur studies can catch up har?
SO FAKE LAH
and hor..
if u seriously think it is so goddammit ez to study..
GO STUDY URSELF!
act cute lah u..
then wth..
don geh lar..
change subject somemore..
say wad..
so da guides cookies how?
wan mi pay ar?
plz lor..
i seriously wont regret sayin..
4GET IT I WILL GAO DIM MISELF!!
tnk u got money hao lian la..
wth..
i got no fo0d to eat during recess..
i oso WONT BEG U FOR MONEY!!
1 dae..
i will go find a part time job..
earn money...
then when i reach 21..
i am SO GONA SHIFT OUT OF THIS PLACE!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wth..
u tnk ur $90 alot har..
ppl in class got some oso get $120 lah..
and pls..
i worked for da xtra $10..
well it doesnt realli matter..
who cares..
plz lah..
don let mi go out with mi frewns..
JUS SAY!!
i don care..
wadevr lah..okay..?
u can hav it ur way..
and seriously..
mi fe3lings nw are..
WANTIN TO RUNAWAY FRM HOME!!!
guess u dont noe this..
even if u noe it..
u cant change mi thinking...
so readin tis or not readin tis..
doesnt make no diff..
i tell u lah..
whenevr..
u don allow mi to go out..
i will tnk of ting zhi and da class chalet..
and how u treated mi when i was younger..
sayin it in a more obvious manner..
u are a torturer..
I CAN SERIOUSLY RMB OKAY?
when i was abt 6..
we lived in a hdb...
u made mi cry..
i was so scared..
i left a po0l of urine on da flo0r..
and i was so stupid to even sit on it..
wtf..i should hab jus jumped down frm a building..
but..i didnt..
and i was lucky to hab a maid who was carin to mi..
she cleaned mi up...
when u jus walked away after scoldin and beatin mi..
ask urself..
is tt rite..
I DONT TNK SO..
then...
next incident..
i was abt 8..
leavin in castle green..
da tragities started pourin in..
u scolded mi..
cos..
i didnt wanna wear da dress u buy for mi..
and wth..
u made mi go naked kneelin in front of da pot of plant..
and on da air-con..
are u even a human?
mayb u are on da outside..
but in da inside..
ur heart is blacker than anythin..
another incident..
when i was abt pr.2..
i rmb..
i had atrocious handwritin..
and i haben improved it until nw u baka..
blo0dy thing..
i rmb u scolded mi stupid okay..
and made mi erase all da things tt i wrote..
pls lah..
i noe ur handwritin VELI NICE..
no nid show off..
and then..
2dae incident..
seriously..
stupid a**h***..
urgh...
i knew da result..
but i still asked..
i said..
can i go out with mi frewns 2ml?
we goin amk to study..
then she say where..
i said..
somewhere in amk lah..
seriously..
i cannot rmb..
COS..
I DON EVEN BOTHER TO LISTEN!!
wth lah..
when i always come to tis shyt..
i will nv 4get tt dae..
i wanted to go 2 tz b`dae lah..
and plz..
i had tuition tt dae..
u say and say tt nite..
i couldnt 4get it..
i cried da whole nite bcos of tt incident..
pls lah..
b`dae is once in a lifetime..
tuition is every w33k oso hab..
and its not lyk da tuition teacher veli attractive?!
i am not a les lah..
and wad did u say..
she is jus a frewn..
u cry bcos of a frewn?
i wanted to asw..
YEA..Y NOT..
i am not lyk u..
i am miself..
mi frewns to mi are da most important things..
not lyk u..
so many sis and bros and frewns..
i am not lyk u so "popular"..
i treasure mi frewns lah..okay?
and she was 1 of the most impt ones..
and u ruined tt freakin dae for mi..
so wad if i had tuition..
mi mind is on da b`dae wad..
not on tuition..
u oni noe how to waste ur money..
tuition teacher come $75 gone frm ur bank..
and u noe wad?
I DON GIB A DAM!!
and i wana REMIND u..
I AM NOT A STUDYIN MACHINE..
and..neither..
AM I UR WORKER!!
i don care how to scold ur workers in da office..
i am not them..
i am ur daughter okay?
get this point rite..
anyway..4get it..
i would jus blame it on mi life..
soli peepx..
i jus wana put tis post..until mi anger is over..
once it is..
i will delete it..
unknown-4eva;
11:27 PM
